so i feel like such an asshole. i got in bed at 9 30, fully believing i was just going to take a nap till 11, then call tim and go do something. it's 1 30 in the morning and i just woke up. and only because josh called me. christ. went to a sushi place tonight with chris, shannon, lesley, jo, cawo, and her sister donna. and i ate so fucking much. i think i forgot what it feels like to be full. so of course i got sick and thats why i was lying down. for four goddamn hours! now i'm going to be all fucked up. if i can ever get back to sleep im going to wake up at like 6 am, wide awake and ready to run. and i'm going to hate my life. i totally hated my life this morning when i woke up. hit up start with erin last night, drank way more than i should have (TOTAL: 7 shots, 1 beer, 1 long island iced tea), threw up all over the side of a cab, broke my necklace, lost my emerson ID, and ended up throwing up at the harris house for a good hour. i wanted to die. i told matt this when he was taking care of me. so he smothered me with a pillow. and part of me really wanted him to just keep with it, i felt that bad. got home at 4 30, woke up at 10 30 to work at the goddam c store for 7 hours. it was not a good day.

so i guess i'm going to try to go to sleep.

bridget: i miss you.

aimee and errin: will i ever see you?

sonGs of The dAy: what i listened to in the c-store

1.Belle & Sebastian: "Tigermilk" 2.Wilco: "Yankee Hotel Foxtrot" 3.The Get Up Kids: "Something to Write Home About" 4.The Smiths: "Meat is Murder" 5.Radiohead: "Kid A" 6.Cursive: "Such Blinding Stars for Starving Eyes" 7.Interpol: "Turn on the Bright Lights"