things haven't been good. well, that's not exactly true, cos on the whole, things are ok. i'm just not. but i'm going to see my doctor on tuesday, and i think it will all get better soon.

i've been listening almost exclusively to the instrumental tracks from The Royal Tenenbaums and Bright Eyes. i doubt that helped.

But if anything i've realized just how fucking loved i am and that i'm so lucky.

just letting you know why i haven't been here. cos it would have been even more emo before...christ.