go see the two towers. holy shit. it is so fucking epic. i know i sound like a dork but honestly it's fucking great. once with cawo, once with josh, and probably more times before too long. i'm at josh's appt. right now, an amazing land where the internet is always available, i don't have to hide my tattoo, and i can smoke as much as i want. unlike home.

it still doesn't feel like christmas. i've bought, wrapped, made cookies, drank tea, and listened to christmas music till my ears bled but all to no avail. i guess the magic just wears off. and this is why i've decided to have a baby immediately. christ that's a bad idea. but i do think chrstmas won't be christmas again till i have kids of my own. as fucked up as that sounds, even to me.

my parents took me to Bamboo tonight and i got all stuffed with crab rangoons, white rice, the vegetables out of the "Happy Family", and vegetable tempura. i just can't eat meat at chinese places, it's always all saucy and i can't tell where the chewy parts are hiding. i am such a weirdo. but it was fucking yummy.

tomorrow it's off to NJ for an early christmas with josh's family. i got his parents rad books and wrapped them up all purty-like.

soNGs

the casket lottery/small brown bike split