i totally just ate a whole bag of chex mix at 1 am. i am such an asshole. this whole "i'm going to eat better and lose weight at school" thing just doesn't seem to be working out in its initial phase. my "cute little belly" as josh calls it is going to be gone by the time anyone but him has to see it. bathing suit season, christ. today's the first day of classes and i should probably be in bed. i stil get all nervous before the first day, i can't help it. but then i'll walk in wearing my red boots and a scowl and no one will know...it's so hott.

god i'm a dork. i found 60 bucks today in my room though!!!!!! fuck yes.

sonGs

cyrkle-"red rubber ball" pavement-"you are a light" pete yorn-"undercover" modest mouse-"tiny cities made of ashes"