holy shit it's been like 97 years since i last updated. i just wanted to make sure that everyone knew every assinine detail about me before i went any further. so much has happened. well not really. time just moves slower yet faster when i'm in the city. i'm determined to go to yoga at noon tomorrow, so that means an early night. so, some notes:

*jordan and i went out for thai food and i got curry puffs (fried wheat puffs filled with ground chicken, onions, and potatoes) and they were fucking amazing. i also had the best white rice i've had in a while.

*saw josh's band play at t.t.'s, where despite massive technical problems they were still quite good. i had a good time, and keeno turned 21, although i spent a lot of the night in a state of detached pity. i'm just too nice sometimes. some people don't deserve it i guess. josh and i went home and stayed up talking till 5 am and it was amazing, just like when we were first together. but we also slept till 2 30, thus i missed class and almost missed sitting desk.

*this whole dieting/working out/smoking less/going to class/saving money/getting my shit together in general thing doesn't seem to be working out any better than last semester. not that i'm shocked...

*went to encore last night with carol to see matt play and it was good times as usual. we sang along very loudly to the lounge version of weezer's "say it ain't so," which translated into a cabaret style song way better than i thought it would. hell, anywhere that has hot gay waiters serve me delicious sour apple martinis can't be all bad.

*tonight was 80's night, a dancey thing in the cabaret with a shitload of free food. it's also where josh and i met last year. so we had to go again. i didn't really try to dress 80's, everything i wore was stuff i wear regularly. this made me feel a bit odd, as i didn't really look any different than i normally do. maybe more eyeliner but that's it. i'm such a dork.

*jordan introduced me to Twin Peaks and now i'm fucking hooked. it's the only thing i've ever seen by david lynch that doesn't make we want to put my head in a waffle iron.

*dan found out about a website where you can make up fake news stories and it looks so real. so i made one up about bruce springsteen having an "inoperable brain tumor." and goddamit if everyone (even matt) fucking believed it. i rule. dan also sent me a postcard which is now hanging on my wall. oh shit that reminds me i have to get that fucker a present...

sONgS

"livin' on a prayer"- bon jovi

"you spin me right round"- dead or alive

"dancin' by myself"- billy idol