i just ate an entire bag of popcorn. and some cadbury mini eggs. fucking hell. why can't i be one of those people who doesn't eat when they get upset? actually, i was once, but i was really, really upset.

i saw a girl on the T today who didn't have any eyelashes. well she had a few on the bottom, but they were sad. i wonder about it.

the left side of my jaw feels like someone punched me. with an iron fist of some kind. suffice to say, it really hurts. but it's ok that it hurts, cos i have a medical condition that needs to be fixed. it makes sense that it hurts.

sometimes, things that still hurt you after a long time don't make any sense. and maybe you wanted them to hurt you once, but now you just want to be happy. and it's not fucking working.

what i'm listening to

the Longwave CD