in exactly 2 months it will be the worst day of the year: the day after christmas.

the left side of my jaw hurts so bad. whenever i get sad/mad/stressed in any way, it fucking kills. i thought i went through a year of braces and intensive surgery to fix this shit? i guess not. christ.

why is life so good.

i'm going to go hold a knife to my chest and then jump face first from my bed onto the floor. that sounds about right.

what i've been listening to

elliot smith